fail day

ok..this "so-called-sajak" was made originally by me..

in the middle of the night..because i have no mood at all to study..

i got this freaking inspiration to write a poem all of sudden..

but i warn u..this poem i totally messed up..haha

hari yang indah namun terasa kelam.. 

sekelam awan mendung berarak sayu..

hujan membasahi bumi yang gersang..

bayu dingin menusuk kalbu..

kaki pendek melangkah lesu..

menuju kota penuh ilmu..

berbaju putih bersepatu ungu..

hati kering duduk di bangku..

ku sangka mentari muncul kembali..

tapi sang hujan terus menggila..

hati berdebar menunggu berita..

namun janji kosong yang ku terima..

harapan menggunung penyedap hati..

berita diterima dengan penuh sepi..

hakikat yang payah namun ku terima..

andai ini sudah suratannya..

perih sekali realiti ini..

amarah ini kian menguasa..

ku sujud pada Mu Yang Maha Esa..

moga diberi petunjuk sepanjang masa..

- rangkap 1 : pagi ni hujan lebat..sejuk betul !

- rangkap 2 : pergi kampus sebab ade exam HER blok 12 (repeat paper)

- rangkap 3 : tunggu result blok 13..dan..matahari tetap x muncul2..

- rangkap 4 : dah dapat result !! and i failed...again...

- rangkap 5 : redha je la.. nak buat macam mane lagi.. :)

hipocampus yang hebat !

pagi tadi.. dengan mate sembab + very obvious dark circle..
i went to tempat joging..but not for a jog of course..
why would i burn my fat.. i love them..that's why the stick tightly under my skin..haha
*damn lah u fat !*
i went there sbb ade hal sikit.. 
while i was walking with my roomate di pagi hari nan indah tadi..
suddenly ade sorg uncle or specifically seorang bapak..tegur kitorg..
"masih ingat saya?" haha..of course i remember you bapak..
who wouldn't kan..


the old man story :


he's a tokey of hardware shop belakang rumah kitorg..
about a year ago..we went there to buy some paint for our room..
disebabkan memilih warna apa, brand cat apa, harga mcm mane, ape je barang2 yg perlu adalah sgt susah..
so..kitorg ni yg xde experience mengecat dan sangat naif tentang the art of painting ni..
menyebabkan kitorg sangat kiut.. haha.. not to forget..kecoh gila dalam kedai bapak tu..
maybe that is why he remembered us so well..owh ye.. he called us "manohara"..
sbb time tu kecoh pasal cik kak sorang tu.. haish ~
few months later.. we met him at hoka hoka bento.. 
bapak tu tegur kitorg for the first time..even i dont remember him..after he introduced himself..
i was like.."owh bapak kedai cat tu......."
and few months after the hoka hoka bento incidents.. we met again at tempat joging..and of course we was jogging with his friends.. GO BAPAK !!! u rock !! :)


all i want to say is.. don't mess with an old man's memory.. old people usually get dimentia..
but bapak.. your memory is suprisingly good and don't worry about getting Alzheimer and bunch of stuff about aging..
keep jogging and you'll be as good as 40 years old man ! why 40 ? because man's life begins at 40.. hahahaha

pre - examination syndrome

the night before exam , these things keep happening to me and i wonder why :

1. active ber-facebook dan ber-twitter

2. active gila main game !! cafe world lah, baking life lah, ape lah

3. kawan lama buzz YM

4. old flame tibe tibe tegur kat FB *hahahahaha !!*

5. jumpe lagu lama / baru yang cam best kat YOUTUBE

6. easily fall asleep

7. sibuk fikir right after exam nak buat ape, nak makan ape, nak makan kat mane, nak tgk movie ape

8. kalau mmg dah ade plan, sibuk fikir bile nak pegi singapore, bile nak g bali, nak pegi bile, nak duk hotel ape, ade ke duit aku duk berangan angan ni

9. sentiasa lapar walaupun dah makan

10. tibe tibe rajin buang masa main ngan kucing nak dukung lah, nak riba lah, nak peluk lah, nak tampar lah

11. rasa nak tengok movie or series yang membuak buak.. once start tengok.. x boleh stop langsung

12. banyak idea nak tulis blog

13. dan dan rase nak karoke  =_='

dan paling membencikan.. malam before exam camni.. aku x penah rase cuak untuk exam esok !! perasaan cuak-less ini sumpah buat aku semakin malas study

and today is february

1. ujian skills lab
--> ok2 la..xde la hodoh mane persembahan aku.. tp....bile tutor suruh aku tulis jawapan kat kertas tu..soalan yg di uji lain..soalan yg die suruh jawab..lain.. konfius sungguh..harap i lulus lah ~

2. kuliah saraf
--> haram jadah aku x taw ape function aku pegi kelas tu..ape pun aku x dgr..jauh skali nak take note..sibuk gelak2 main2 game kat belakang.. ink pen digunakan untuk tanda absensi je.. ceh~

3. berbasikal
--> penat ouh bawak basikal..xde la jauh mane aku bawak..tp rase mcm le tour de langkawi dah..cape2 !

4. result
--> as i expected.. i FAIL the exam !!!! OMG..x terkejut pun..haha..

5. polaroid
--> i borrowed someone's polaroid.. and i thot..this is easy..polaroid je pun..amik gambar..teeettttt..kuar gambar sekeping.. tp sangkaan aku meleset..haha.. leceh gila..dah la film mahal !!! haih..bile boleh ber-polaroid cmni..

6. mandi time
--> aku bertarung nyawa memandikan 3 ekor kucing yang diklasifikasikan rare dlm dunia.. hahahaha..kat tangan..penuh dengan kesan2 perperangan.. penat gila ok !! especially mandikan NGAP.. rase nak selam je die dalam kolah tu..biar diam terus..haha

7. palyful kiss
--> ye..ini drama korea yg i'm currently watching..sungguh aku mahu tampar hero die.. kesian kat heroin tu..hahaha.. tp cite ni harus ditunda atas alasan no.4.. haih :(

8. cairo
--> my roomate's boyfriend called..haha..of course la he called her girlfriend.. at least we know that he's safe.. hey roomate..i'm glad that ur umaq selamat kat sane..no more worries okeh ! =D

8. study
--> since exam integrasi dan exam remedial bakal menjelang..dan dua2 pun susah ya Rabbi.. so aku x tahu nak study mane satu..

''february, please be nice to me.. i really need your love''