katak pisang

selamat hari raya aidilfitri dan maaf zahir batin :)

bila raya, mesti la kita balik kampung bagi mereka yg masih berkampung..
bila dah balik kampung, mesti nak melawat sedara mara yang for sure most of the kita, the anak-anak, x kenal pun sapa makcik pakcik tu..
bila mak ayah explain, baru la kita ooooooo..haha

so since aku termasuk golongan di atas, so ktorg pergi la melawat satu pasangan warga emas yg menurut bapak aku, diorg ni, sedara belah nenek aku dan telah banyakkkkkk berjasa pada keluarga ktorg..
sembang punya sembang, azan maghrib berkumandang..x kan nak blah cmtu je kan..mesti la solat dulu..
atok tu yg merupakan seorang askar pencen, yg jugak menghidap masalah jantung dan gout, berkobar2 nak imamkan solat..
kata wife dia, pakcik tu semangat dan nampak happy bila ktorg dtg..yela, dah bertahun x jumpa :) *so sweet kan pakcik tu*
nak amik wuduk, mesti la ke toilet..and aku jugak berhajat nak buang air..kecik je la tapinye..
so aku tutup pintu, belakang pintu tu........TADAAAAA....ade seekor katak pisang kaler kuning bersinar2 bak emas yang baru digilap...hah..hamik kau...

:: lebih kurang cmni la rupa katak tu..geliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii =__=" ::

dalam toilet sempit tu, hanya ade aku dan katak pisang tu..nak pengsan aku rasa..
boleh pulak katak tu pegi lompat kat mesin basuh yg ade depan aku..nak je aku jerit..
bila aku intai luar kat pintu separuh bertutup tu, xde orang..ah great ! mati aku..
lagipun maghrib2 nak jerit, cm x sopan je kan..orang yang palingggg dekat dengan toilet tu..atok tu yg tengah duduk tunggu turn amik wuduk..
xkan aku nak suruh orang tua tu halau katak tu..yg nenek tu, amik wuduk kat luar kot..family aku yg semua dah berwuduk, tengah tunggu kat ruang tamu..
so berseorangan lah aku menghadapai katak pisang tu..
xpe2..amik wuduk dulu..bile aku nak keluar, katak tu lompat plak kat batang paip..
kuang asam punye katak..aktif plak die..aku terus lari keluar sambil bayang ape aku nak buat klau katak tu lompat kat aku..paling extreme, lompat kat muka aku..
aku terus pegi kat family aku, sambil gigil2..aku duduk..and terus nangis sambil gelak2..
air mata jurai2 xleh berhenti..sampai x boleh nak cerita..geli punya pasal..
bila aku cerita, kakak aku pun nak nangis sbb geli...tu baru dia bayang, belum jumpa lagi, mesti pengsan..haha
so hajat aku x terlaksana, dan aku terpaksa menahan kencing sampai senak perut aku sbb aku tobat x nak masuk toilet tu lagi..and end up, aku suruh ayah aku stop dekat stesen minyak semata-mata utk pegi toilet..
bila tengok cermin, mata aku bengkak sbb nangis..sungguh memalukan..hahaha

going home baybeh !

went to bandung..shopping..shopping..sampai nak pengsan..

i bought everything for everyone at home..only kpd sesiapa yg memesan berserta duit..hahaha

but not a single t-shirt for myself.. T__T

extremely tired..tapi ade banyakkkkkk lagi benda x beli..

balik jakarta, next morning, went to tanah abang..

shopping some more..putus semua jari-jari..

too tired to pack..but someone had to do it somehow and it must be me !

so after packing which took me all night long..the packing finally done !

in few hours, i'll be on plane..

but its only half way of my journey..

i have to wait for 6 hours to get to kuantan.. 6 JAM WEYYYY !!!

only then i'll be home sweet home..

wth am i gonna do ?? so i copied every single drama and series into my hard disc..

so mr. lappy gonna be my date for the rest of the day !! haha

btw, SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI dan MAAF ZAHIR BATIN :)

i need my own cinema

sape suke tengok wayang ?? *saye! saye! saye!*
sekarang, susah norr nak tengok wayang..
xde mase la, exam berlambak la, yang paling utama, xde duit oiii..
fyi, harga tiket wayang di jakarta *xtahu pulak harga kat tempat lain* sunggah la mahal berbanding malaysia..
klau weekend paling2 kuang asam pun, RM13 something2 like that lah kan..tu kalau movie baru..
klau yang dah lame2, or kurang best, murah lagi..kan2 ? ke cmne skang ? dah lame x tengok wayang kat malaysia..hahaha
tapi kat sini.. klau weekend.. dekat RM20.. sungguh la mahal..kalau hari biase2.. RM10..
mahal kan? so disebabkan aku considerate dengan status kewangan aku, so dah lameeeee sangat aku x nonton bioskop org sini panggil..
and tahun 2011 ni, banyak lah pulak kan movie yang best2..dan aku sangat lah geram sbb kat jakarta, x ditayangkan, atas alasan, tidak lah saye tahu.. ade org cakap, sbb cukai tinggi..so production sane x nak hantar movie ke sini..
movie yg ditayangkan, hanyelah movie2 local yg sgt ridiculous bagi aku..tengok tajuk pun dah nak gelak..
- pocong mandi goyang pinggul
- kuntilanak kesurupan (kerasukan mungkin maksud die)
- cowok bikin pusing and etc yang x sanggup aku amik tahu lagi..

these are the list of movies yg aku nak tengok, and aku agak yakin dengan ke-best-an dan ke-gempak-kan nye..

1. fast and furious 5

 :: aku sangat suka abang badan ketak2 name vin diesel tu ::

2. pirates of carribean : on stranger tides

:: sejak tengok cite the tourist, aku tersuke pulak kat johnny depp ni ::

3. kung fu panda : the kaboom of doom

:: mende alah buncit warna hitam putih ni sangat lah comel ::

4. diary of a wimpy kid : rodrick rules

:: orang kate buku die best, tp x penah aku bace, tp first movie die best la ::

5. X-MEN : first class

:: actually, i never watched any of the x-men movies, i just feel like watching it now ::

6. transformers : dark of the moon

:: okay, cite ni..wajib tonton..mane nak dapat cite robot2 ni haa ::

7. harry potter and the deathly hallows : part 2

:: xpernah tinggal walaupun satu cite harry potter, so yg last ni, wajib tonton ::

8. final destination 5

:: the scarrier the movie, the better it get ::

and of corse lah kan, movie yg mmg x akan ade, NUR KASIH THE MOVIE..hahaha
by the time aku balik nanti, movie tu dah x ditayangkan pun..

orang akan cakap, 'ala, ape susah, download je la'
people, i know the fact that all theseeeee movies can be downloaded without having to pay a single cent..
but the reason why i love going to cinema so much is for satisfaction..
can you imagine, the high quality movie being projected to the largest screen you've ever seen, the superb sound system.. even when the people in the movie fart silently, you can hear them clearly... hahaha
the best part is, i love the feeling when the movie end, and you look at the person next to you and say "best kan cite ni !" ^^,

arrggghhh...sumpah exaggerate.. but the main point is, i'm bored and i haven't update my blog since foreverrrrr.. :)

sometimes ppl wish for ridiculous thing

sometime i wish i had a different life.. life like i always dream of..
but i still want the same parents..same family..same friends..but different boyfriend..
and of course..different me.. i mean..totally different.. inside outside.. well..i want a perfect "me"..
i want better look..better brain..better attitude..better at every single thing..and of course with a looot of money..hahaha
but that sooo not gonna happen.. that is why it's called LIFE..

life can be very depressing when you dream for something ridiculous..
but don't stop dreaming..cause that's where the effort begin !

:)

punye lah bosan

cuti semester kali ni....panjang la jugak dr cuti biase2..org cuti 3 bulan..aku cuti 3 minggu..hahaha

mase yang ade... aku isi dgn perkara yang x berguna..which is..tgk drama series banyak2..

the big bang theory lah... vampire diaries lah.. grey's anatomy lah...

dan paling penting..korean drama series.. hahaha :D

lepas tu excited sorg2.. gelak sorg2.. nanges..erm..so far x de scene yang wat aku rase nak nanges sorg2..

nak keluar g jalan2.. xde kawan... semua kat U.. tinggal lah aku seorang diri di kuantan..haha

teringin gak duk buang mase tepi pantai teluk cempedak tu..sambil makan cempedak goreng ke..pisang goreng ke..

tapi tu lah...bukan rezeki aku untuk membuang mase mcm tu..so aku buang mase aku dgn mengadap laptop tanpe henti..hahaha

lepas tengok sesuatu yg menggembirakan kite..mesti la kite nak share ngn org kan...

tapi..my korean friends.. ade due je.. piko n faaza..haha..ok..diorg bukan "hanguk saram"..haha

so i keep posting on their wall kat FB..demi menyalurkan rase excited di hati ini..hahaha..

nak sembang kencang dgn boifren sendiri pun rase malas... hahahaha... 

die tanye sepatah..aku jawab setengah patah..kadang2..aku x jawab langsung..hahaha

last weekend..pegi KL..pastu pegi la tempat yang aku sumpah rindu gile..walaupun..xde la best mane tempat tu..

tempat tu adelah..the curve..hahaha..mmg la x best mane..tp sbb memory "palm spring E1716" banyak kat situ kot..

makan hot n roll tepi tesco..pegi street market pastu beli baju..tgk wayang kat cineleisure..tp skang dah tukar name..ape tah name die..shopping barang2 dapur kat tesco sambil pegang sceintific calculator..haih ~~~

owh berbalik pade the curve..aku nak bagitaw..sbnrnye aku beli novel..hahahahaha..aku rase nak pengsan je bile mengenangkan "aku beli novel tu"..haha

sbb aku beli..sbb MPH ngah buat offer..pastu novel tu..bestseller..siap wat movie lagi...sape x kenal novel P/S i love u..kan2..haha..

tapi........aku baru bace 3 chapter..bukan sebab x best..sebab busy sangat tgk sungkyunkwan scandal..haha

tapi aku xde la buang mase sepanjang mase....aku tolong jugak mak aku wat keje rumah..hehe

buktinya...aku dah pandai masak ikan patin masak tempoyak..hahaha..keje2 rumah lain..ala...pejam mate pun boleh buat..hahaha (punye belagak!)

owh nak magrib dah.. mintak diri dulu lah ye.. :)

fail day

ok..this "so-called-sajak" was made originally by me..

in the middle of the night..because i have no mood at all to study..

i got this freaking inspiration to write a poem all of sudden..

but i warn u..this poem i totally messed up..haha

hari yang indah namun terasa kelam.. 

sekelam awan mendung berarak sayu..

hujan membasahi bumi yang gersang..

bayu dingin menusuk kalbu..

kaki pendek melangkah lesu..

menuju kota penuh ilmu..

berbaju putih bersepatu ungu..

hati kering duduk di bangku..

ku sangka mentari muncul kembali..

tapi sang hujan terus menggila..

hati berdebar menunggu berita..

namun janji kosong yang ku terima..

harapan menggunung penyedap hati..

berita diterima dengan penuh sepi..

hakikat yang payah namun ku terima..

andai ini sudah suratannya..

perih sekali realiti ini..

amarah ini kian menguasa..

ku sujud pada Mu Yang Maha Esa..

moga diberi petunjuk sepanjang masa..

- rangkap 1 : pagi ni hujan lebat..sejuk betul !

- rangkap 2 : pergi kampus sebab ade exam HER blok 12 (repeat paper)

- rangkap 3 : tunggu result blok 13..dan..matahari tetap x muncul2..

- rangkap 4 : dah dapat result !! and i failed...again...

- rangkap 5 : redha je la.. nak buat macam mane lagi.. :)

hipocampus yang hebat !

pagi tadi.. dengan mate sembab + very obvious dark circle..
i went to tempat joging..but not for a jog of course..
why would i burn my fat.. i love them..that's why the stick tightly under my skin..haha
*damn lah u fat !*
i went there sbb ade hal sikit.. 
while i was walking with my roomate di pagi hari nan indah tadi..
suddenly ade sorg uncle or specifically seorang bapak..tegur kitorg..
"masih ingat saya?" haha..of course i remember you bapak..
who wouldn't kan..


the old man story :


he's a tokey of hardware shop belakang rumah kitorg..
about a year ago..we went there to buy some paint for our room..
disebabkan memilih warna apa, brand cat apa, harga mcm mane, ape je barang2 yg perlu adalah sgt susah..
so..kitorg ni yg xde experience mengecat dan sangat naif tentang the art of painting ni..
menyebabkan kitorg sangat kiut.. haha.. not to forget..kecoh gila dalam kedai bapak tu..
maybe that is why he remembered us so well..owh ye.. he called us "manohara"..
sbb time tu kecoh pasal cik kak sorang tu.. haish ~
few months later.. we met him at hoka hoka bento.. 
bapak tu tegur kitorg for the first time..even i dont remember him..after he introduced himself..
i was like.."owh bapak kedai cat tu......."
and few months after the hoka hoka bento incidents.. we met again at tempat joging..and of course we was jogging with his friends.. GO BAPAK !!! u rock !! :)


all i want to say is.. don't mess with an old man's memory.. old people usually get dimentia..
but bapak.. your memory is suprisingly good and don't worry about getting Alzheimer and bunch of stuff about aging..
keep jogging and you'll be as good as 40 years old man ! why 40 ? because man's life begins at 40.. hahahaha

pre - examination syndrome

the night before exam , these things keep happening to me and i wonder why :

1. active ber-facebook dan ber-twitter

2. active gila main game !! cafe world lah, baking life lah, ape lah

3. kawan lama buzz YM

4. old flame tibe tibe tegur kat FB *hahahahaha !!*

5. jumpe lagu lama / baru yang cam best kat YOUTUBE

6. easily fall asleep

7. sibuk fikir right after exam nak buat ape, nak makan ape, nak makan kat mane, nak tgk movie ape

8. kalau mmg dah ade plan, sibuk fikir bile nak pegi singapore, bile nak g bali, nak pegi bile, nak duk hotel ape, ade ke duit aku duk berangan angan ni

9. sentiasa lapar walaupun dah makan

10. tibe tibe rajin buang masa main ngan kucing nak dukung lah, nak riba lah, nak peluk lah, nak tampar lah

11. rasa nak tengok movie or series yang membuak buak.. once start tengok.. x boleh stop langsung

12. banyak idea nak tulis blog

13. dan dan rase nak karoke  =_='

dan paling membencikan.. malam before exam camni.. aku x penah rase cuak untuk exam esok !! perasaan cuak-less ini sumpah buat aku semakin malas study

and today is february

1. ujian skills lab
--> ok2 la..xde la hodoh mane persembahan aku.. tp....bile tutor suruh aku tulis jawapan kat kertas tu..soalan yg di uji lain..soalan yg die suruh jawab..lain.. konfius sungguh..harap i lulus lah ~

2. kuliah saraf
--> haram jadah aku x taw ape function aku pegi kelas tu..ape pun aku x dgr..jauh skali nak take note..sibuk gelak2 main2 game kat belakang.. ink pen digunakan untuk tanda absensi je.. ceh~

3. berbasikal
--> penat ouh bawak basikal..xde la jauh mane aku bawak..tp rase mcm le tour de langkawi dah..cape2 !

4. result
--> as i expected.. i FAIL the exam !!!! OMG..x terkejut pun..haha..

5. polaroid
--> i borrowed someone's polaroid.. and i thot..this is easy..polaroid je pun..amik gambar..teeettttt..kuar gambar sekeping.. tp sangkaan aku meleset..haha.. leceh gila..dah la film mahal !!! haih..bile boleh ber-polaroid cmni..

6. mandi time
--> aku bertarung nyawa memandikan 3 ekor kucing yang diklasifikasikan rare dlm dunia.. hahahaha..kat tangan..penuh dengan kesan2 perperangan.. penat gila ok !! especially mandikan NGAP.. rase nak selam je die dalam kolah tu..biar diam terus..haha

7. palyful kiss
--> ye..ini drama korea yg i'm currently watching..sungguh aku mahu tampar hero die.. kesian kat heroin tu..hahaha.. tp cite ni harus ditunda atas alasan no.4.. haih :(

8. cairo
--> my roomate's boyfriend called..haha..of course la he called her girlfriend.. at least we know that he's safe.. hey roomate..i'm glad that ur umaq selamat kat sane..no more worries okeh ! =D

8. study
--> since exam integrasi dan exam remedial bakal menjelang..dan dua2 pun susah ya Rabbi.. so aku x tahu nak study mane satu..

''february, please be nice to me.. i really need your love''

dream came true

i've been wanting to eat korean food..
esp after watching we got married..twice !! haha
i wonder why they love meat soooo much..
and today..my dream came true..
my girls and me..went to SEOUL GARDEN at pondok indah mall (PIM)..
to fulfill our cravings..haha..
well..i believe the taste is not exactly the same as the real korean food..
at least..we get the feeling of.. puas hati gila ! hahaha
i ate kimchi..and i dont think i like it..
but the meat ! omaigosh.. now i know why korean ppl love meat so much..
its sungguh delicious !! maybe i exaggerate a little..
but..i think its worth paying Rp108k..my 2nd most expensive food i ever ate here in jakarta..
the price cannot beat the lebanon food.. i think its lebanon.. haha.. yang tu..sumpah mahal !

 :: the eaters ::

 :: the sizzling meat and the boiling seafood ::

 :: the yeoboes ::

 :: the best thing about buffet is, u can have as much ice cream as u want ::

 :: the unhappy face coz the dessert i made was X SEDAP ! ::

 :: the kekenyangan girl ::

 :: the very happy face ::

 :: the excited girl ::

 :: interior design..xde la cantik mana..haha ::

 :: seoul garden.. CHECK !! ::

 :: the OMG price ::

sayang

masa ngah bosan2 dlm kelas PK tadi..
bukak facebook PM kita..haha..semangat x?
terase rajin nak baca satu persatu wall post yg di bertebaran kat page tu..
dosen(lecturer) bebel2 kat depan. satu ape pun x masuk dlm telinga..

makin lame aku bace..makin sakit pulak terase hati ini..
bukan sakit hati kat datuk seri najib.. tapi kat rakyat2 dia..
wall post yg sungguh tidak matang dan bodoh aku rasekan..
ye..aku tahu la korg geram..tapi x yah la guna kata2 kasar..
show some respect la kot..
aku pun bukan la minat politik..in fact..knowledge aku psal politik.. -0
betapa la aku x amik tahu.. huhu
tapi aku tahu sape yg memimpin negara..
aku tahu sape yg bagi subsidi kat makanan2 yg kita duk makan hari2 tu..
ayah aku penah cakap.. orang malaysia ni manje..sbb kerajaan bagi subsidi..
harga barang naik sikit.. kecoh bukan main.. mcm nak terbakar putrajaya tu..
cuba tgk negara jiran..kerajaan die x bg subsidi..diorg dah terbiasa harga barang mahal..
klau setakat naik beberapa ribu rupiah tu.. xde hal lah.. mungkin lah..ni cuma asumsi org yg x pandai politik..haha

yang paling mencabar sifat kewarganegaraan aku adelah..
satu wall post dr rakyat negara seberang.. die cakap kat PM kita..
"kapan mau mati ?", "najis, anjing, maling"
pendek kate..cukup segala sifat maki memaki..
ouh..pendek sungguh akal pikiranmu..
x tahu nak kasi reaksi ape..marah..mmg la marah..die kutuk PM kite..
tp..klau membalas balik..apelah beza nya aku dan die..haha..
maka aku diamkan saje..haha

aku x tahu kenape aku rase nak post mende ni..
mungkin sbb aku sayang kan negara aku.. :)

spagetti

spagetti mmg sedap..
makanan yg mungkin berasal dr italy..
sedara mara dengan mee..
kemasam-manisan kuahnya..pergh...sedap duh !
slurppp..slurppp...menyedot spagetti masuk mulut..
layannnn....



tapi...perlu ke harga spagetti kat kantin naik harga ???!!!
baru cuti 2 minggu..dah naik harga..
nanti cuti sebulan..naik harga berganda2..
x makan kang..kurus pulak aku..
kurus kang..orang x kenal pulak..
orang x kenal..x glemer la aku...
ceh~

terlupa something !!

this few days..i always felt something is not enough..
i'm not happy with my current state of money..
yeah.. duit mane pernah nak cukup kan..tu la dunia........
i duduk termenung memikir kan macam mane nak manage my duitsss...
itu nak bayar.. ini nak bayar.. hutang lagi.. bebuku lagi... aish..pokoknye banyak la..
belum masuk nak mengisi hobby mase lapang lagi..

suddenly i rase ade something yg i lupa..
i lupa nak bersyukur.. sebab tu i x pernah rase cukup..
i ade semua nya...makan pakai cukup..handphone ade..laptop ade walaupun dah berkelip2 screen die..ipod ade (ok..please ignore this one..ni keinginan yg terlalu tinggi)..semua ada !
membazir tu perangai setan..dan selame ni..i ade sket2 perangai setan tu...huuu ~~ =(

ok..i dah berazam..nak beli ape yang patut je..dan x ikut nafsu perempuan yg suke shopping ni..
sape2 nampak i nak membazir tu..tolong la jd angel kejap..=D
tapi kadang2..i suke tgk wayang.. i nak explore indonesia..i nak jalan2..i nak makan sedap.. tu xpe kan?
sekali sekala boleh la kan? hehe.. live life to the fullest ok ppl !
pathetic x tulis blog untuk motivate diri sndr? kalau tulis pasal org lain..kire ngumpat..ye dak?
hahahahahaha

~~~bersyukurlah kerana orang yg bersyukur sentiasa merasa cukup dengan rezeki yg dikurniakan Allah SWT~~

happy end of the year.. =D

selama tahun 2010 berlangsung..ape pencapaian terbaik kita?


for me..i think i've achieve nothing..haha..
klau ade achievement pun..terlalu kecil untuk dikira sbg pencapaian terbaik..
so..please 2011..be nice to..i need something to make me feel good..
to make fell like i'm the most wanted person in the world..hahaha
*ok2..merepek gila*

if in the past..u hate someone..lets forgive and forget..
if in the past..u fail in the exam..lets do better..and study smart..
if in the past..u've done something wrong..lets ask for forgiveness..
if in the past..u shop like u have alot of money..lets spend the money wisely..

open the new book..close the old one..
forget all the sorrow..look ahead and never look back..
love the one you hate..but dont hate the one you love..
be a better "hamba Allah"..like Maher Zain said..'dont despair and never lose hope, cause Allah is always by ur side..insyaAllah' =)

what is your new year resolution?
mine..i'll try my best to stop complaining..hahahahahaha..
i'm not perfect..why should i complain..kan?

to all my friends.. i'm wishing you "selamat tahun baru" and "berjimat cermatlah" <<<owh..this one is for me.. hehe

hello malaysia !

walaupun ni hari yg ke 2 aku kat rumah..tapi still i would like to welcome myself to malaysia..
hahahahahaha.. pathetic gila !

ok2..first day was nothing really except that aku perlu membungkus 6 kotak hadiah dan 4 hamper..
untuk ape? haha.. tu lain cite.. (:

2nd day..which is today.. hang out with besties from primary school..
lamaaaaaaa gila x jumpe.. miss u girls soooo much.. =D
lepak kat east coast mall.. impress seketika.. dah banyak kedai baru bukak..
rase kuantan cam best pulak.. haha..mmg la.. kuantan tu rumah aku kot !
ketinggalan pulak rase nye.. haha..
we had a longgggg gossip.. tapi still x puas hati..sbb x dapat lepak tepi pantai dgn korg..
klau dpt lepak kat TC..sure gossip kite makin panjang..nasib baik harini hujan..haha
and today..is my western food day.. lunch : chicken chop and dinner : sirloin steak..
rambut dah start tukar kaler blonde dah.. kaki makin panjang.. kulit dah ade freckles.. hahahahaha

:: kenape aku xde..sbb aku tukang amik gambar..huhu ::

buang masa

esok hari selasa..
esok sy akan balik malaysia..
esok ade exam integrasi dua..
esok mama papa akan menanti di KLIA sana..

harini hari isnin..
harini kepala sy pening..
harini sy tido guling-guling..
harini sy malas belajar mcm exam esok tu x penting..

esok..mati la saya.. ='(

miss my old life so much..

its been..forever since my last post.. i miss my lame boring blog.. =))

long story short :

28 nov : my own program !! mini seminar quilling..hey..skarang i dah jadi project manager ok ! but the disaster one.. sumpah pening handle program.. but at least i think i did it.. no so well..but not too horrible..thanx to all my friend and seniors yg datang that day.. more than i expected.. thank you sooo much.. =D

1-4 dec : tan sri muhyiddin charity golf (TSMCG).. i was selected as one of the volunteer.. i guess i was lucky.. TPM tu oii.. haha..around all the other datuk datin.. its quite fun.. sbb dpt makan makanan sedap lagi mahal..amik je ape nak..sume die bayar..maunye x seronok..

3 dec : TSMCG gala dinner..or we call it E-NIGHT.. kat hotel ritz carlton.ok..it was freaking mewah..me as usher..so quite busy and didnt really hv the chance to taste all the chinese cuisine that night..and..and..here come the best part.. i bumped into my EX BOYFRIEND.. well..we didnt really bumped into each other.. hard to explain..but the thing is.. my expression.. "eh !"..tu je..haha..blushing seketika..its been 5 years..i grew up so much..so did he..but i cant help it.. he's too handsome..and my housemateasked me.."kenape korg clash?"..haha..no one's fault..it just happened..i guess..xde jodoh..nk buat cmne..but i'm happy to see you again..at least i know we still can be friend..sbb kite kan jiran..hahaha

9 dec : this is the worst part of my life.. exam integrasi 1..i didnt realy hv the time to study..thanx to all the work load.. dah la modul kali ni..susah macam tuuuttt je..so..since i know i cant afford to read the whole module..i just pray to God that i will stay alive after the exam..so that i can do better for the next exam..haish..dont wanna think about it..

11 dec : Malaysian Festival '10 (mafest).. suddenly.. i become head of bereau.. eh2..suke2 kau je nak lantik aku camtu.. truthfully.. i cant take all the pressure.. i woke up in the morning with all the burden on my shoulder..people would say "ala..ketua biro je pun..bukan presiden.."..yes..i know i'm not the president or what so ever..but when i decided to join this persatuan..i hope to learn something about leadership..step by step..you know..baby step..not a giant step..ok2..enough wity my complaint.. haha..back to mafest..ok..i was supposed to handle about the performance that night.. just to make sure "the artists" were there..so that the program that night run smoothly..thanx to all the akak2 & abang2 yg banyak menolong.. =D

13 dec (today) : ok..pleno.. i woke up happily this morning..1st bcoz i have no work load anymore..i dont have to call averyone to confirm bout this and that.. i dont have to type any proposal.. 2nd.. i'm not the presenter..so..lantak kau la presenter..haha..aku nak duduk and tengok je kau present..haha..but unfortunately my group was called in front..and we have to present..and i hv my trust on our presenter..here we go.. die present macam 2 hari x tido..mcm mengantuk gila !! mumbling tah pape..org kat belakang x dengar pun ape die ckp !! OMG !! rase nak baling je kasut time tu..bile dlm kelas..gebang bukan main..huh ! another thing..the girl who made the slideshow..amboi2..memandai2 je letak itu dan ini.. xpasal2 kene fire dengan most of the lecturers..malu seyh !! tu pun nak kena jentik sedas dua..xpe2..next time..no more mistakes..insyaAllah.. =)

15-21 dec : exam lagiiiiiiiiiiiii !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wish me luck kawan2 ! i dont wanna make the same old mistake.. x mau SP lagi !! =(

21 dec : i seriously cant wait for this date..coz i'm going home !!!!!!! hey malaysia.. tunggu saya ok ! bye jakarta..i'll see u soon.. i mean very soon..sbb cuti sungguh sekejap..='(

macam lah kau bagus !

AMARAN : POST INI SEDIKIT EMO =D



post ni aku tuju kat 2 org manusia.. yg aku jamin gile buh-bee x kan bace blog aku ni..haha

malam ni.. bertarikh 1 december 2010.. ada football match.. msia vs indo..
ok..i am malaysian who is currently staying in indonesia..
i love both country..but of coz i love my owh country more la kan..

orang pertama :
die seekor malaysian.. oppss.. seorang..haha..
die senior aku.. yg sungguh annoying.. only god knows how irritating he is..
bro..aku tahu la ko dah lame duk sini.. and i bet everybody already knows the fact that malaysian football team is.....a disaster..
xpenah menang pun mane2 match.. kalau menang pun.. kalau x nasib pun, sbb the other team kaki bangku..
tapiiiii... xperlu la kau post status fb..mengutuk2 malaysian team.. buat perabih beras la..ape la..
doh..aku yg x reti main bola dan x minat bola ni pun..kecik ati bace status ko tuh !
me as a malaysian..sedikit malu mempunyai teman senegara seperti kau !
kalau org indo bace status ko tu..mesti die kate ko ni x sayang negara sendiri.. malu la weh !
kite kan malaysian..sokong la team kite..aku sendiri pun rase team msia akan kalah..tapi aku xde la post status cm tu..bagi sume org tahu...
pray for the best la..
and..i seriously think you as a loser.. idk why..hahaha

orang kedua:
die org indo.. die penah jadi groupmate aku..
dan sekali lagi.. die juga irritating.. tahap rase nak tampor laju2 berkali2..
hah..yg sekor ni.. x abeh2 nak kata malaysia ni maling (pencuri)..
weh sengal..ko sedar x classmate and groupmate ko tu ramai malaysian..
jangan rase diri bagus yek.. dan ingat lah..kitorg..pernah dan banyak tolong kau..
aku sureeee gila esok die akan cakap pasal bola malam nih.. dan..bergembira atas kekalahan malaysia..

come on la weh..mane semangat kesukanan korg.. take it easy lah.. bola je pun..
ramai2 atas padang..kejar sebijik bola..g beli sebijik sorg la.. senang cite..xyah berebut..
aku pulak yg emo.. ye aku emo..emo bukan sebab bola.. tapi sebab peminat2 nye yg berpikiran irrasional when it comes to football match..  haish ~~

tiada rasa

owh..selamat hari raya aidiladha kepada semua umat islam di dunia ini..
especially to my family yang jauh di mata.. dan kawan2 yang berterabur di serata dunia..
sama2 lah kita beraya di perantauan okeh ! =D
kambing penuh depan rumah..takbir bergema di masjid sini sana..
tapi...tiada rasa.. aku xde feeling nak raya weyyyyy ~~~
mcm esok..cuti umum biase yang ukrida tibe2 bagi..
jauh sekali aku plan nak masak2 untuk menyambut 10 Zulhijjah ini..
esok mungkin ade rase kot..harini..banyak yang nak dipikirkan..
macet seketika kepale otak ini..

benarlah pepatah perubatan kate.. semakin stress seseorg itu, semakin rentan die terhadap penyakit..
ye..aku tengah stress berat.. berat gile _____ (paham2 lah ape aku nak tulis kat situ)
dan sungguh mudah terkena infeksi.. padan muke..sape suruh stress..ye dak..haha
abes ko buat aku stress pahal ??!! aku pikir pasal ko la _____!!! (isi tempat kosong tu sndr)

ter-emo pule.. btw.. SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA KAWAN2 !! jangan makan daging banyak2.. ^^,





aku sayang kau lah bodoh !!!

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sebab debb dah tag.. so..haruslah mem-blog kan.. hehe.. ^^,







25. kereta besar. sukaaaa sangat kereta besar. penah bercita-cita nak beli alphard sebijik dua.
24. pedas. toleransi lidah terhadap pedas..sangat kurang.
23. kucing. i'm a totally bigggggggggg fan of cats. life is lifeless without cats. =D
22. tidur. antara hobi2 paling x bermanfaat aku...
21. makan. ouh yeah.. people can tell..my hobby is.. makan.. haha
20. tekanan. paling x boleh terima tekanan dari org lain. x suka di suruh dan x suka menyuruh. i live my own life..u dont get to tell me what to do cuz i wont !
19. cloudy. sungguh x suka hari yang panas..tapi hujan pun x suka.. mendung berangin..is perfect !
18. garang. org cakap aku garang.. x lah.. x garang.. cume kadang2 ekspresi muka dan nada suara tu x kene tempat..sy baik org nye..
17. pernah di hacked..sungguh sedih hidup mase tu..and i wish i just knew..........='(
18. nasik ayam dan laksa penang. makanan terbaik yang pernah dicipta !
16. shopping. perempuan..bese la tu kan.. tapi aku tahu ape yang patut dan x patut aku beli..well..it happens kadang2 je..most of the time..x patut punye shopping.
15. jejaka idaman. belum mentatto nama mane2 lelaki di liver ini. setakat yang temporary punye tatto..banyak la.
14. mahu anak yang x terlalu ramai..x terlalu sikit.. team futsal pun dah ok.. =D
13. kawen.. ouh..saya x nak kawen..[buat masa sekarang la..haha]
12. mencintai pantai. duduk tepi pantai besama seorang teman sambil makan McD..sepanjang hari tanpa buat apa2.. perkara paling indah yang pernah sy impikan ~
11. masak.. suka masak, suka belajar masak, suka tengok rancangan memasak.. tapi malas nak masak..
10. mahu jadi god of cardio suatu hari nanti..mcm christina yang kan debb? haha
9. sangat senang menangis..tgk cite sedih..mati2 sket..nanges2 dah.. =(
8. kadang2..super sensitive..ok..i hate myself too for being such a mengada2.. tapi..i kan perempuan..=)
7. harap masih ada lelaki yang betul2 paham hati dan perasaan perempuan..kalau ade lelaki mcm tu..tolong la kawen ngn aku..haha..tapi jangan lah kau tu gay mahupun sutun pulak !
6. air. sumpah aku sangat suka main air.. dan minum air.. dan mungkin....buang air..
5. impian besar. kalau nanti aku dah ade duit.. aku nak bawak parents aku ke suatu tempat yang menjadi idaman hampir semua orang..
4. nanti dah tua2..nak travel around the world with my beloved husband {yang x sure lagi sape gerangannya}
3. medic. aku sukaaaaaaaaa belajar medicine.. i get to know human being better..don't you ? =D
2. i can be very very very annoying and jerk at the same time whenever i'm in a bad mood.. sorry kawan2..
1. korea.. xde la big fan sangat.. tapi agak kipas-susah-mati la..i love almost everything about korea..dan teringinnnnnnnnn sangat nak pergi korea.. =)